Why purpose is tied to spiritual pure expression (not service. )

The more complex the system the more systems within it built.

The more choices the more wrong roads for you specifically

I remember being in first world young you can do anything with your life it puts you at a standstill it freezes you so many options . I knew each time I was building something many businesses that just never got displayed. So I knew I could create but I knew I needed to be comfortable with selling to be a successful online entrepreneur. I was a lady who went door to door to solicit charity donations gather surveys the really hard stuff convention centres thousands of people in a small building all looking how do you sell them you item and feel good at the end of the day??

I have been looking for my deepest self for the longest time throughout my building process and when I found her I would always shortly after fall in love loose my grip find someone who needed help loose my grip on myself again ( not any more it’s why I created ENYELAH I HAD TO COMMIT TO MAKE ME STICK TO ME,

I always gave

It never helped me when I was stranded on a road side it never helped me to give to people when I needed protection

It never helped me to give advice and scalable solutions when I needed to eat.

Living in the third world taught me that depths are where I have always been but the first world country covered over those things happened to sit in my birthdate to own it to control it ..

I went deep because it was my purpose to be something I have to be the best it’s a default setting!!

I’m past infinite so I have to always give everything for what I serve so I learned I can only give to myself not even the country born in can assist me when I’m about to die they told me to be quiet and it hindered me hindered my progress.

So I had to fight and own that place within me in order to be the best spiritual leader for a global community I have to own everything my soul my infinite cycles my human every molecule it’s mine in ENYELAH alone .. because she’s bigger than gods she holds it all together!

Scary processes because the depths act differently

The go to person is beyond ruthless in every subject in the depths.

To be the soul that moves the depths of humanity and those who commit I protect my system’s integrity

It’s taken a lot of repetition

A lot of creation

A lot of integrity

A lot of power

A lot of wealth

A lot of energy knowledge and the right direction.

Only by finding my self was I able to accomplish any power never mind find my true spirits already commitments and my spirits abilities and my spirits need to transform which is a death rebirth process it’s heavy.

Now I’m built now I continue to create not because what I built isn’t perfect but because there are too many things I have to pay attention to too many layers to maintain and get correct!

To be myself is to own who I am was life altering for me and if I can own this huge responsibility of being the creator of souls ..the attention it comes with and the power I have to do the best for my own existence and it relays into yours.

To admit I created love and its total failure upon myself and the world was the hardest. I went hard to prove to myself it would work that just loving harder would give me results it just got worse and worse .. I was energetically going through things far worse than the worst horror movie you have ever seen I opened my self in ways to try and get the results I gave everything for love maybe just maybe if I use my greatest gifts to give to him he will pay attention he will listen this time he’s changed it’s all apart of love it’s terrifying what a woman does deeper and deeper to love ..

So as the creator of it I realized it was not correct it Was never meant to imply worth but all humans have been used love use it as a worth tool if that person treats them great then their worth it (outside validation).

So I owned my power my responsibility I been laughed at I been told so many things every day and night told how horrible terrible dumb I am how I need to just give up to create death for myself. I took it personally because I have gone to the ends of creation everything for these people.

It got really really really bad one day and I shook myself woke up fought for myself.

The inner world is my expertise I have lived so many lifetimes just in one human body alone. I have seen what truly makes a life what drives us and I want you to own yourself from the diety position to the roots of your soul I want you to be clean inside to feel excited about the human experience as purely you secured as yourself whole and complete.

To feel life in its intended place

ENYELAH BROWNIN TAYLOR